So, today a song popped into my mind. A song i used to listen a lot. It’s about God. It’s about learning to let go. Let go of all your fears. Let go of basically everything on your mind. And i always used to think it was a really good song. It helped me get through a lot of my roughest days. Well no, i can’t say the song got me through the day. God got me through the day. The song was just a reminder that He is around. He is in me. In all of us. And i sat here. I just thought. I haven’t prayed a lot lately. I haven’t been the best Christian I can be. I’m not too great of anything. I’m not a perfect son, not a perfect student, not a perfect friend, not even a perfect boyfriend. I’m simply not perfect. I wish I could be a better Christian. So now I think I wanna try again. I need to be better. I need be nicer. I need to try harder. I just feel bad that I forget to pray every night, and the only time i ever do is when i need something. But now i’ll try my best to remember. I’ll try my best to be closer with God and be better Christian, a better human all together.

The only way to be better with others, is to be better with God.